I Don't want to Die

It's about how a person in a moment filled with rage, hastily decided to give up life...but then regrets the decision

It's so hazy, so unclear

I can feel the darkness grow

Ohh my biggest fear

Too weak to run

Too scared to shout

Just me on the bed

And a bottle of pills on the ground

Consumed by rage, It was hard to think straight

I let myself fall, and reason is hard  to recall

Poisonous anger had taken the toll

I hurt myself for a petty cause

My pulse is dropping,

It's a struggle to breath

Someone please help me, I want to live!

And there comes the angel with a worried look

My mom is here, in disbelief dad shook

I am rushed to hospital and I can see them go pale

How I wish I could tell them, I love you the same

I wanna tell the doctor save my life

Mom please hold on, I don't want to die

what a fool I am to make myself writhe

I am sorry to let you down dad

But don't let me die!

There is no more struggle, no more pain

I am cold inside out, it's my 'The end'

No time for farewell, no one to notice my sigh

I wish I could hug you before the final goodbye

~ Ruchi