Doomed From the Start 3

My last personal one

This ending

I know it to be true

And if you call

I don’t know what I’ll do

Will I answer? 

Probably

Will I cry?

Not likely

Ah, but you push, push, push

And I shove right back

God, I hate technology

The glow from the screen make my skin crawl

And oh, do I want to call you back

And say I didn’t hear what you said

That my own insecurities obscured my hearing

Because you push, push, push

And I shove right back

I hate this self-fulfilling prophecy bullshit

'Cause it’s right

And it sucks

I can’t go with the punches

Why won’t you call back?

You asked a question, I answered it

What’s wrong with that?

I’m in too deep

It’s up to my eyeballs, down my throat, inching to my heart

After all, “we are feeling creatures.”

Did you forget about my crazy?

It never left.

I warned you

I warned myself

But you push, push, push

And I shove right back

I didn’t want it to end

No, I really didn’t

I wanted to meet you

Smile and laugh and meet face-to-face

Text is so impersonal as is the phone

But you push, push, pushed

And I shoved right back

Reviews

[Shirlena]

I'm really sorry for you having to go through something that has your feelings all awry and I really hope you get through this with hurting somebody ;). He really does sound like somebody who needs to be long forgotten and so I hope you can get him out of your head soon but this is some good A writing. You could build this into another story and change the names.

[Rosi S. Phillips]

Thank you. And I have been able to forget him and move on. :)

[Shirlena]

Cool, I'm so happy for you:)