Leave me

This is a free verse poem thingy I made when i found out something bad. It was written for my older sister,but trust me she will never see it. Don't worry shes not dead.lol please review!

I never told you I would wait for you

So by all means leave me

I feel so betrayed by you

But i blame myself

I was never there for you

Even if you were in pain

You act so strong

But have you ever got the feeling

That you are all alone

In a crowd?

I can tell when it counts

That you hurt as much as i do

Still you locked me out

Using hurtful words for weapons

Who are you trying to save?

Yourself or me?

I remember you crying

all pride lost

When mother hurt you

Right in front of me

I know even if your body remains

You will never come home

If that is what this is even called

And all the things you hid from me

All the wounds that you never showed 

The ones that are invisible to the naked eye

Your smile was never for me

Nor your compassion

Or love

It haunts me

For you wear you wounds with hate

I am the the ghost that haunts you in return

A constant reminder of your failure

Because of you I am broken

If I fall just one more time I wont get back up

Because I know the last thing I will ever see

Is that you will never come home

At the end of your world

You will at last die

And we will be together in death