Gaining losses

The drunken ramblings of a younger me. IT IS WHAT IT IS

2/21/14

I lost it...My passion. MY VIGOR!. My My My. It. My It is lost. It happens every so often. I go through times of feeling excelent and invinsible. then. I feel downtrodden, broken, and alone. I guess they call this depression. If so I am depressed. Maybe its a celestial thing, perhaps my stars have fallen out of alignment. maybe they fell in. Right now i want nothing, i just want to live. I want to spend all day in the ocean, floating and enjoying the sun. I could even go for some sand. A crazy thought. Its raining, I love rain. Damn, i dont know what it is. I can barley keep my head up. Now im thinking about destiny. I wonder if Jesus wrestled with his fate. I wonder how he dealt with it. If im worthy maybe we can discuss it one day. I was asked what i fear. I fear self doubt. It is the only thing that can cripple me. Dam Fear i thought i killed you. persistant b*****d. Ill vanquish you one day. vanquish the i shall, with the sword of love. peace

Author's Note

i hope you enjoyed and thanks for reading. i think ill turn this into a poem soon. peace