Theses Tears

Theses Tears

 

Theses tears falling from my eyes

Tonight they feel different

They have meaning

With every drop

 

My heart keeps breaking

With every breath I take

I just can’t sleep through the pain

Anymore, I’m suffocating

 

I can’t erase the memories of you

When I try so hard, so very hard

And every time I think

I break so much more

 

Every single person that

Has shredded this heart

I’ve tried to forget it all

But its glued to me

 

I try not to be a broken angel

But my wings have just fallen apart

I can’t fly anymore

No matter how much I try

 

Sometimes I can’t look

Into my mother’s eyes

Because I feel so ashamed

If she only knew..

 

The feeling of keeping

Things from you

Is like stabbing me

Into a millions of pieces

 

My past is so black

I can’t change any of it

I was let down, beaten,

Hurt, fell, then left behind

 

I lay in my bed at night

I think of everything in my life

And I just can’t hold theses tears

While I make everyone believe I’m happy..

Reviews

[Stacey Watts]

Very emotional powerful words here. The words are very sad and leave you with a longing. I hope that you find peace. It is hard when your heart is broken. Life is sometimes a sad place to be. I just want to give you a hug. I am sending virtual ones.

[An owl on the moon]

Deeply moving.. your words paint such sadness and longing. That sense that something is lost flows here.. the pain of living in the darkness. Powerful, tragic words.

[deeps]

This is quite the emotional write.
Well expressed