Be My Escape

Be My Escape

I couldn’t wait till

The alcohol hit the

Back of my mind

I couldn’t wait to feel numb

Where my mind goes blank

Everything in life is still there

But very blurry and I can’t focus in

I become undone and I let go

I shove more and more down me

Hurry, don’t wait

All the laughs distract me

From all the pain inside

Right then I knew what they felt

Its no wonder they drink themselves to death

They hate feeling real life

Once it gets too rough

Alcohol is their only escape

And its beginning to be mine

I’m fighting it, I really am

The only thing that’s not blurry

Is you, I see you

Even when I hide it

Your still there

I tried to fill that space

With other people

But they didn’t fit

And they never will

Can’t you see that

You’re my escape

The one that makes

All of it disappear

I miss you every day

You take away that ache

And you keep it beating

Today is Jan 1^st, 2010

But Jan 11^th, 2010

Is really my New Year

Because its when you come back..

Reviews

[deeps]

I like this write one can relate to this
well written.

[BluesForTheRisingSun]

I loved this one. I can really relate.
Great write! :)