Love Drug

I dont want it this way..

Love Drug
Why am I sitting here so confused
What is this word love mean
All I do is reject it
But I always run back for more
Because it’s the only drug I’ll ever do
I can never stop the addiction
Its eating me up inside and out
They say it’s a battle field
But I’m losing every time
They take stab after stab
And leave my heart there bleeding
It takes all the energy out of me
Every new one injects me with poison
And the next one sucks that out and puts more in
When will I ever get the good kind
The only one that is worth it all
The one that can fix this heart of mine
Push all of the hurt aside
And bring in the love that is true
I don’t want to be shoved off the ledge anymore
I want to finally be caught from falling
I’m tired of feeding off the lies
I believe anything that is said
But the truth comes out
And it shatters me into pieces
I hate to feel when love hurts
When will it be just butterflies
I’m losing myself in your tracks
With every step I take it gets so much harder
And I find myself just stopping there
With no one by my side
Because you all just kept walking..

Reviews

[Jeff Miller]

Such pain and sorrow, yet a deep and meaningful piece. It is amazing! I love this, yet am sorry for the pain you must have felt during the event and continue to feel in your writing.

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

So beautiful written , you are so talent with writting , and the words are so naked , exploring very well your deeper feelings , confused when it come to love, with so many open questions.... its very rare on your age to ask such a mature ones, with beautiful insight on life.... I do believe that after all those liers , there will come one that will find how beautiful you are, in and out ... Yossi

[Bud]

How I do feel your pain in this one, Kylie. It seems the less we are in search of or have on our minds, the more we'll find love in our lives. Loneliness starts in our minds, and then it convinces our heart that it is alone. That's when we feel the pain. Believe me, Kylie love will find you. But it never works on our schedule, but on it's own schedule. Just be patient, enjoy life, and don't waste valuable precious time thinking about being lonely. You will only be hurting, and cheating yourself. Another Fine piece of poetic expression, here! Keep up the Outstanding work, Kylie!

[LisetteCanWrite!]

Ohh.. sad and very painful.. but as you have so insightfully done.. you've written the start of your own solution. You admit love is a drug.. thereby explore what feeds the drug? Is it plastic candy.. as desire born from a past whereby you felt you did not have it from others?? If wanting this too much.. we MANIPULATE .. lie.. cheat.. bend rules.. to try to achieve it.. thinking we can fool the other and ourselves.. I have gone past that point more than once.. and I have to keep letting the lust drug go. Love is a balance of what 2 people need INSIDE.. that must be given freely to each other..some need more lust than others.. look for someone who has the same needs and goals...it's not easy.. cause what I have found is even if you are blatantly honest .. you can't control if the other lies...only try to live and love yourself. Most relationships struggle with unbalances in religion, dreams, goals, etc.. if there's too many differences.. in the end the differences can destroy a relationship. Love is the simplest and most complex thing on this planet.. I compare it to DNA..as it changes with each pair... Look way past the outer beauty.. or you may never find it. Good luck. Thank you for sharing. =)

[deeps]

I know this feeling, I really like the emotion you put into this write.