Send Me Strength

No one knows how much this has hit me..

Send Me Strength
When all this started
I didn’t think it would be this hard
I know she is in a better place
But it doesn’t make me miss her less
I cried so hard over this
I am so empty inside
I feel like a chuck of me is missing
I’ve never been able to deal with death
Because it just doesn’t happen to us
We never loose someone
But when we do it feels like
Someone has ripped my heart out
I just sit and think about everything
This has hit my entire soul with fear
I don’t want to say goodbye
To any of you, I can’t do it
Your face keeps showing in my head
And it just makes it more hard
The way you looked at the hospital
Has made me so cold
But remembering your beautiful smile
Has given me warmth
Please send me strength Grandma,
I don’t want to feel this way anymore..
I’m surrounded by people
But when I am alone
It all just builds inside
And all I want to do is cry
This is just going to be harder than I thought..

Reviews

[Ebb and Flow]

Death is something none of us wants to have to see first hand or deal with, but unfortunately...we have no choice. I've not lost anyone close to me...yet. I fear the day I lose someone so important. I've lost pets and I know it's not the same but the pain I felt for that one special dog I lost...was more then I could bear, and I never got to say good bye. The pain will ease, and when you remember that person you'll be able to smile and think about the good times you've had. Don't dwell on the past...just be thankful and happy to have had it/them happen. Remember them and cherish what you had, but don't live in the past.
This is a truly touching poem that's filled with the sadness and pain of the loss of a loved one, but things will get better.

Krys

[Bud]

It is never easy losing someone you love. Never. When you feel like crying, do it. It will help to let those emotions out. You have put a lot of emotion in this poem, Kylie. It makes me think of all the ones in my life that were close to me. It still hurts to think about it. Keep up the Magnificent and Outstanding works of art!