I Can�t Do It Anymore

Its just all so much....

I Can’t Do It Anymore
I’m still falling away
And I’ve lost myself completely
I’ve become a heartbreaker
I’m sorry its what I had to do
I can’t deal with my family
Because they put so much on me
My job is enough to handle
Because I work more than I should
I live pay check to pay check
I pay more than I receive
And constantly fighting with you
Just puts a lot more on top of it all
I just can’t do it anymore
I want to find who I am
Without someone telling me
I want to experience things
Without someone judging me
I want to find peace within myself
And find it with just me
I want to focus on me
I’ve focused on others so much
I’ve forgotten about who I am
I know all this sounds selfish
But when have I ever been this way?
Never in my life have I done something for me
Its always about the other person
And its beating me up inside
I want to reconnect my heart
I don’t want someone to do it
Or be the reason for it
I want me, I, Kylie to figure it out
And if along the way
Someone enters my life
I’ll welcome them in
And give them a taste of my world
But till then, Its time for me to see
Who I am,
What I want to do,
When I feel I’m ready,
Where I want to be,
How I become,
And why I do.
I just hope I don’t lose anyone
I hope you stay by my side
Because right now is when I need you the most..

Reviews

[Eagle Cruagh]

I can`t do it anymore !
Thanks for finally letting me know what that is about .
I think you are absolutely, positively on the right track.
Do not live for others--- giving when you want to give will
make you feel good, giving to please others will only cause
you to feel used.
Good for you !
Now whoever reads this, any humble and kindly soul, will be
your friend forever. You can rely on us and we will be here
for you without thought of reciprocation or reward.

The substance of this poem is beautiful. The meaning and the
heartfelt need almost brings the reader to tears.
The writing in style and type is exquisite, direct and perfect.

My rating is------100 %

------- Eagle Cruagh

[Kenny L. Mitchell]

Your stuff seems so autobiographical and that requires true courage. If its' not, then it's true imagination. Either way, I'm truly impressed (and that's not easy). Very good!

[Bhavya Kaushik]

That was a one very strong piece of writing!
It is indeed a very deep and heartwrenching piece of writing.
Very raw and well versed.

[Sean M. Addams]

sometimes you gotta figure out yourself before you help anyone else out... i know because that is where i'm at in my life right now... if your life has wounds then its hard to take on more of them... a very deep piece.

[Bud]

I think I've already covered enough on this subject. lol Excellent, Kylie! Keep up the Great works of art!

[deeps]

I can really feel the depth of your emotion in this
Very well expressed here.

[lindsay]

Pretty deep stuff and it sounds really truthful. I love it.