I Need Him
Here I am again..
So many miles away from him..
And he’s the only one I want..
There isn’t a minute that goes by
Where I don’t think about him and I
My body is present
But my mind is off thinking about us..
People have noticed I’m not all there
And they have to repeat themselves..
All I can say is I’m sorry..
I try so hard to keep it from them
Not to show any kind of sadness
That I miss him so much..
I tell my family a lie
I didn’t meet him through friends..
We met online..
It hurts to lie but I have to
There is no way I could be with him..
One day I’ll tell them the truth
Till then, this will have to do..
The far distance between us
Breaks my heart in pieces..
Because all I want is to be in his arms
I’ve never wanted anything more
If I could have him here with me
My life would almost be complete
My heart needs him
To keep it beating..