You�re My Fear

I fear him.. but he still stays..

You’re My Fear
I sit here and pretend that
Everything is alright
When it is not..
I cry out for you
But why can’t I make a decision
I don’t want us to change
I like how you are to me..
It makes me feel…Wanted..
And not by another jerk or player..
But what’s stopping me
Is you live in another state..
My heart is not strong enough
For another long distance relationship
I am scared to death..
I’ve never felt this much fear in my life..
You tell me you love me
And pain runs through my veins..
Because I know I’m hurting you..
I need to get back on my feet..
I’m falling and I can’t stop
Sooner or later the ground will appear
And I will hit it as hard as possible
And maybe that is when I will be alive..
That will be the day I will love you..
Please, just wait, hang on to me..
Don’t leave me here alone..

Reviews

[THE LOST ROSE]

Man, this has to be my favorite of yours. I have reviewed a lot of your poetry. This seems so real because it showcases pure raw emotions. "Standing O" This is fantastic.

[~Mary Ann~]

Simply beautiful and filled with emotion... it is scary falling in love...
Distance makes the heart grow fonder so they say...
It does make it harder in some ways...
But one will never know until one tries..
Whether it will cause tears one cries..
Or it will be heaven sent from above...

Best wishes.. Hugs..

[Daniel_Puyda_2704]

He better put himself under you and break your fall.
You don't deserve that pain.
Hope he's worth everything.