No Care, No Love, No Worry..

I tried to be a sister to him.. But he is the one that pushed me away..

No Care, No Love, No Worry..
I need help,
So I turned to my brother for it..
Big mistake.. Always is..
My mom told me today,
About what he had said..
“Why should I help her?
She never talks to me..”
And all my mom had to say was
“She is in need of help”..
I bet there was more to that conversation..
I didn’t push to hear anymore of it
I just shook my head in dismay
Just like I always do about my brother
I don’t talk to you because
You always get mad when we ask you questions
And the only time you talk to us,
Is when your out of laundry or you need money..
Oh, and my personal favorite
When you take the time out of your day
To call us b*****s…
For all the stuff I’m going through
I just don’t need one more thing to get me down..
You don’t care about us,
If you did you would put more effort into our family..
I would be close to you,
But I don’t trust you.
Your always lying, screwing up, and putting your mistakes on us..
I’m tired of it, you have treated me like s**t for a long time
Why on earth would I talk to you about my life?
When you show no care, no love, no worry, nothing..
Not to mention you blow all of your money that you make from working
You make more than any of us, besides my dad..
But you can’t pay your bills every month?
I see my dad just giving you money, bill after bill…
This is why dad is suffering with money,
Because he has to pay for your mistakes
STOP blowing your money on marijuana
Get your life together!!
You’re my family and always will be
But I’m not promising you that I will be there to help you
I’m not counting on you to help me,
I didn’t expect you to,
I’m not the one who asked you for help anyway, Mom did..
No one seems to want to help me anyway
I’m just going to have to do it myself..
It just hurt me to hear those words from Mom…
We all say things we don’t mean,
But I have a feeling you meant every word..
Because that’s just who you are..
 

Reviews

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

its so sad, you should do only what make you feel good, you dont need this, Family or not, he does nothing for you, dont waste yopur time / money or energy on him, never. Yossi

[Matthew V. H.]

I agree with Silent Wind. You need to cut him out of your life liek a cancer, family or not.

I know that sounds harsh, but he doesn't deserve you as a family member. His life is selfish and all about himself.

this was good, full of emotion and even an underlying rage. Good job!

cole-

[Gravedigger]

It is unfortunate that there are so many people in this world who take what they have for granted, but it is doubly so that someone would ever treat you and the rest of your family in such a way...a member of your own family, no less. I would say, "how could he" but you've already answered that; its just who he is. I only noticed one thing ...in

"I just shock my head in dismay"

shock should be shook..

He doesnt deserve you as a sister...