What Is It To You?
“Where is your smile today, Kylie?”..
Me: I just don’t have it today..
The reason was because I am at work
The stupidest place on earth
My boss blames me for everything
When its not even my fault
I told him to his face
And his mouth dropped
Like he couldn’t believe I talked back to him
Its about time I stood up for myself at this place..
“Why are you so droopy?”..
Me: I don’t know, I just am..
Maybe because I was thinking all night
About what I am going to do
How I can’t do it alone..
When I am trying my hardest
I just keep failing
How am I gong to get him here..
Where will he sleep?
How am I going to tell my parents?
I’m falling apart without him here..
I need HELP.
“How come you look sad today?”
Me: I’m not sad..
Its because I’m going through a lot
Why do I have to explain myself to you?
Just because I don’t have the
Fake smile I have on my face like I do everyday..
Give me one day to feel this way,
Give me five minutes,
And my smile (that fools you) will be back..