I’m Holding On..
Its not suppose to be this way..
I don’t want to fade away
I don’t want to break
And I don’t want to show emotion
But tonight I just can’t keep it in
I’m alone..
My sisters are in California
My best friend is busy
My boyfriend is in another state
My parents are in bed
Its so hard doing this alone
I need someone here to guide me through
Just until the man I love comes here..
I just need someone to look me in the eyes
And tell me its going to be ok..
Its so easy to tell me in a message or over the phone..
That’s why its hard for me to believe..
Nothing seems to get better…
I just want it all to work out..
I don’t know what’s wrong with me tonight,
This is just how I feel at the moment..
Tomorrow is a different day..
I am holding on.