I�m Late..

I’m Late..

I did something today

That I thought wouldn’t

Come till I got older

But I bought my first

Pregnancy test..

It came out to be negative

I’m not the kind of girl

That sleeps around

Or has sex whenever I can

I’ve only done it 3 times

2 times with the same guy

And 1 with the wrong one..

But now that it is negative

Why am I late?

What is wrong with me?

Why have I been late the last couple months..?

Is it just stress?

Or is it something serious?

I don’t have insurance

It will cost a fortune

What am I going to do??

My heart feels like bursting

How do I stop freaking out?

Some woman hate their periods

But I pray to God I get mine every month..

I’m trying to relax, but its impossible,

When I worry all the time..

My whole world is brutal

Its always hitting me where it hurts..

My heart wont be able to take this..

Please.. I beg of You,

Watch over me..

Reviews

[Matthew V. H.]

You are very brave for sharing such a personal item. This was a great poem and you could definitly feel the uneasiness through out.

Keep your chin up hun, things will work out.

cole-

[~Mary Ann~]

I read this piece last night. I felt the emotion radiating off the page from it. It is such a scary situation for a woman to be in. But I read Yos' review. She has alot of thought and advice there.. but in the end you know your body best... Give it some time then see a doc if you need to... so that you can put your fears to rest.. The less stress you are under.. the better!

He will always watch over you... :)

A well written piece!

[An Open Venue]

I have nothing to add as Yossi has so well stated what is true. Be at piece and talk to a doctor.

Ven

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

Oh Kyle, nothing wrong with you, really, I am a bit older and know enuff about "women" issues. the period is not working for anyone the same, you are still very young and so much things still influance it, mostly stress , and you have been through a lot. What I know is that after the first child the system get like a kind of a reset and get on line, there are women that its not each month, so I don't think you should worry too much. You should see a doctor and do some tests. its terrible that you can't do it because of Money. Try to make something. that will relax you, I think its cause of tension and that you work too much. Calm down, there is nothing to worry, your life got on the track you always wished , a good one, no need to have all that thoughts, you will be just fine. When I read your poetry name, I was confused, thought you are pregnet, didn't know if that would make you happy now, or not. You are both very young, and you will have kids when you want it. So shhhhhhhhhhhh now don't you worry lil , just relax. God keep an eye on you, cause your soul is so pure ... Yossi

[Gravedigger]

At least you were brave enough to take the test instead of wondering if it was a possibility. That says a lot in itself. Try to relax whenever you can, and if nothing happens soon then you will need to see a doctor anyway, regardless of the cost or risk something terrible that you may not know about...


I will pray for you, and he is watching over you..