Inexperience
When it comes to sex
I don’t have a clue to what it is
What its suppose to feel like,
Why its so special,
Or what I’m suppose to do…
Its probably why I got played
Such an easy target
He looked at me like fresh meat
It took him awhile to get in
But he finally got me
But that’s besides the point
What I do know is
Its not suppose to feel
The way I felt that night
Freaked out, scared, and hurt..
And left on the side of the road..
No one knows what really happened that night
We just had sex.. But that’s not it..
I can call myself inexperienced
But I do know what happened was wrong..
Young people can come to me and ask what is sex
And all I got to say is
Don’t do it until your ready..
And when your ready
You will know what sex is..
People tell you to do it, do it, do it
But when you do,
They look at you like you’re a s**t..
That’s why I never listened to anyone..
Besides the lies I was fed by the infection
I was always pressured to have sex
But how could I when I wasn’t in love..
I just thought I was
Until he lied, tricked and stole my heart
But I’m over it now
The scars are still locked inside of me..
They were opened, bloody wounds
Until someone healed them with his charm
Such a gentleman, I’ll tell ya…
He laughs at me when I tell him I don’t know sex much
At least he didn’t think I’m a loser.
All I know is, he is waiting until I am ready
And no guy has ever done that for me.
Although I am inexperienced
I can still smile and say I am smart. =)