Inexperience

I can still smile and say I am smart. =) People under 18, please BEWARE.

Inexperience

When it comes to sex

I don’t have a clue to what it is

What its suppose to feel like,

Why its so special,

Or what I’m suppose to do…

Its probably why I got played

Such an easy target

He looked at me like fresh meat

It took him awhile to get in

But he finally got me

But that’s besides the point

What I do know is

Its not suppose to feel

The way I felt that night

Freaked out, scared, and hurt..

And left on the side of the road..

No one knows what really happened that night

We just had sex.. But that’s not it..

I can call myself inexperienced

But I do know what happened was wrong..

Young people can come to me and ask what is sex

And all I got to say is

Don’t do it until your ready..

And when your ready

You will know what sex is..

People tell you to do it, do it, do it

But when you do,

They look at you like you’re a s**t..

That’s why I never listened to anyone..

Besides the lies I was fed by the infection

I was always pressured to have sex

But how could I when I wasn’t in love..

I just thought I was

Until he lied, tricked and stole my heart

But I’m over it now

The scars are still locked inside of me..

They were opened, bloody wounds

Until someone healed them with his charm

Such a gentleman, I’ll tell ya…

He laughs at me when I tell him I don’t know sex much

At least he didn’t think I’m a loser.

All I know is, he is waiting until I am ready

And no guy has ever done that for me.

Although I am inexperienced

I can still smile and say I am smart. =)

Reviews

[SelfHelp]

I LOVE this one. I seriously do. It really gets to me, ya know? That's exactly how my boyfriend was to me, didn't care and didn't pressure me. Awesome.

[THE LOST ROSE]

Bravo! Hey as a young man once I can tell you thhat if you have someone that is willing to wait on you hold on to him. With hormones today that is hard to find. Great write enjoyed the honesty and beauty of the piece. Thanks for the read requests you sent me. As love continue to grow for you i look forward to following your many stories.

[ape domenigoni]

It started out really sad but ended up on a happier note, I like that. I can relate to the poem, I had sex because I thought I was supposed to, not because I wanted to or was in love. I'm glad things worked out.

[Helena]

"Until someone healed them with his charm
Such a gentleman, I'll tell ya�"

Well that seems like quite a catch my girl!
Hang on to him he sounds like a rare gem!! LOL

I'm so glad you found someone who respects you
like you deserve to be.

Good write!

Helena

[Matthew V. H.]

Good for you, and good for him too! It is always a good thing when the Guy waits. it is always more special when the person you are with wants it too. When you are ready it will happen.

That is what i told myself and that is what i will tell my children too.

GOOD ONE!

[Dani California]

"Although I am inexperienced
I can still smile and say I am smart. =) "

Yes! Indeed you are my friend. This piece does not only represent a vent for you, but may sway a wrong decision into a right decision by one of your readers. Very good advice for those who are trying to rush something that should never be rushed. Wait until the right person, and the right time.

Again, I admire your courage to share this. Great advice.

I am happy you found someone worthy of you. :)

[Deborah Leah Krempa]

All good things in life are worth waiting for. Your poem gives good advice. Thank you for sharing. Debileah

[Mysty Rayn]

Good for you! That guy that is waiting with you is a keeper. It is better to wait for true love. Good message written here.

[Lyrical Love]

Don't do it until your ready..
And when your ready
You will know what sex is..
...and even then-when we think we are
ready...WE ARE NOT!
KUDOS!!!

[Laura E. Aranda]

thanks for asking me to read this one....

BRAVO to you regardless of how your 'wisdom' got there....i am glad you are smart now! ;)

Cheers,lea