Pain Still Remains
I can’t just let him
Walk away without knowing
What he did to me..
It kills me to know
That he did this to other girls
That I knew and I fell in it too
One tried to warn me..
I refused to listen
That’s not what matters
Its what he did
He will do it again and again
I hope he gets what he has coming
I never wish bad on anyone
But him… He deserves all of it…
How did I let myself fall for something so wrong
Why couldn’t I just see..
Like I do now..
Looking back, it was right in front of my face
And I chose to ignore..
If I could have just listen to the ones around me
I would have ran away long time ago..
Without this pain stuck in my heart
Not feeling like a mistake..
I wonder if he is hurting without me..
I did everything that I could to make him happy
He through all that away
Because one day he will be begging at my feet
And I will try so hard not to kick him in his face
But I’m the better person and could never do that
He was just a mistake
But the pain still remains….