Sleepless
I dread going to bed at night
Because I know I’ll be alone..
I lay on my back and look up at the ceiling
Wishing someone was holding me tight
And whispering in my ear that everything is alright..
I feel the blood flowing through my veins
While my heart is aching through my chest
Does anyone hear it beating?
Does anyone hear me crying?
The walls begin to collapse on me
And the darkness overcomes me
Hoping someone can save me from this
Every where I turn I see you…
You’re a nightmare that stays with me 24/7
Why is your soul haunting me..
What is it you could possibly want more from me?
You took that one thing that was mine
And every inch of it is glued to my heart
I don’t have to sleep to see the evil..
Why can’t I just forget this
And be filled with happiness?
And stop ruining everything I touch
My head is resting on my pillow
When my eyes begin to close
I fall to sleep, late at night, tossing and turning
And wake up to all of it again…