12 Months

Its like I said, love can put you through the worse heartache in the world... But it can still feel like heaven..

 

 

 

12 Months

12 Months ago is the first time you smiled at me

Its also when you and I became friends

And its how all this heart ache started

In the beginning we knew each other for a few months

You were crushing on another girl

And I was just ending my relationship

You knew how I felt about you

But you chose the other girl

Then few weeks later she broke your heart

I blame myself because I could have done more to prevent it

I just let you have what you wanted

Which was a mistake

Because she put so much pain in your heart

It destroyed you and I

You needed someone and I was the only one there

I let you lean on me

I was your napkin..

The first time I seen you cry

Was the day I couldn’t stop..

8 Months later your asking me to be your girlfriend

But you weren’t ready for the relationship

You were scared to death of getting hurt and losing me

And then you left me to drown in my tears

You disappeared for about 2 months

Then I receive a call from you

For 3 months we were closer then ever

We shared our first kiss

It was so right in so many ways

We became so close to having something

You and I were happy

But then you saw us becoming too close

And you got scared off again

You were falling as much as I was

I didn’t hear from you for days

The month of July ended

And out of the blue you want to see me

The night we shared was amazing

The moment we kissed

Was the moment my heart dropped again

My guard is up for good this time

My heart isn’t trusting you

But the good thing is

12 months later I am still standing here…

We hit 13 months in the beginning of August

And we are close again

I don't know if this is going to break my heart

Or save me..

On a warm Sunday night of August 3, 2008

Is the night I gave you all of me

I gave you what you dreamed of

I got what I wanted and that was to have it with you

You will have it with you for the rest of your life

So please babe don't break my heart..

 

To Be Continued….

Reviews

[Larissa G.]

I love this; it reads like a prose poem. I wanted to say in the beginning my usual "expansion" critique, but I think that this reads as a chronicle and a documentary of a relationship well and I don't think I want it to change too much. :)
Well done.

[Deborah Leah Krempa]

Nicely written poem, hoping the best for you. Thank you for sharing. Debileah