How can I Leave..

My mind is a battlefield
My thoughts fight me
Back and forth I go
What am I doing?
Why can't I just leave?

My heart tugs at me
To some where else
And I can't ignore it anymore
I wish it was different
It's just too late

I stand here looking behind me
And all I see is pain
But the path in front of me
Is new and fresh beginning
So I keep walking, I want to run

I can make it on my own
But Im afraid to leave you behind
To live a different life with someone else
Why doesn't my heart beat for you anymore
I cry till there is nothing left..

I have the words in my head
But my mouth can't get them out
How do you say goodbye
To the person Ive been with forever?
How can I crush your poor heart?

Why do I blame myself for this?
When nothing was my fault
I was there, every day, and every night
I begged you to have me
Now your on your knees begging me to stay..

Reviews

[Malvika]

Its a great poem and I really liked the construction of the poem

[QuietPoet]

Thank you for your review!!