Cold Hearted

this is a song for my mom who was never there when I needed her

Most moms cherish, and love their children, but you were a disgrace to all women.
You were so thoughtless, selfish, even a stranger would of been more caring then this.
The men, yourself, and drugs were top of your list. You had your own life and we did not exist.
I promised to never be like you, but even after this all my worst fears came true.
Even though you have passed away, I still relive the hell every day.
I don't know why I waste words on you, but deep down I think for myself it's something I need to do.
So here is to goodbye. I won't let your memory haunt me, and deprive me of the great person I can be.