Wandering of the mind

Given the time and space

A mind wanders and goes astray

For me that is the case

As my consciousness would decay

 

Rethinking my every thought

Doubting all I’ve ever done

Questioning all I was taught

Faith would just be gone

 

Suspicious of what I knew

Distrusting everyone around

Not sure what to do

As all is based on shook ground

 

Fear of what is yet to come

Wraps in isolating darkness

Dread would turn me numb

And shut down awareness

 

But all it takes is a beam

A simple ray is all I need

That is what I deem

That is the curing seed

 

It shouldn’t be hard to find

That which I require

To win back my mind

And get a hold of my desire

 

Hope will bring me back

It would snap me out of it

Forgetting all I might lack

Saves me from that awful pit

 

I remember what I achieved

The good decisions I made

The knowledge I perceived

Makes the darkness fade

 

Trust would be re-established

Faith would be mended

Fear and dread are diminished

And consciousness fended

 

I realize I’ve been doing fine

And all that was just haste

I have no reason to whine

Since nothing I did was a waste