Self Veiws

:/ yea..

I have secluded because I feel obligated to hide a used soul. I feel worn and torn down. Emptiness echoes in my hearts hollows. Feelings, emotions, ghastly faded. Past frequently repeated and "defeated". My victory is just masking the deep loss. Each war just wearing me out, each cry losing shout. I the general of my battle has lost the war within himself causing me to already lose the ones on the road ahead. I will tear off my seal causing me to be human. I shall turn to a government drone, I shall slowly fight through this war I was never capable of winning. I will diminish with relief. Falling from reality, blown to salvation, a human with an equality of a leaf..