You're My Every Dying Breath

I feel my fears every time I breathe
that's when my heart pumps
cold black blood thru my veins

know it must still be the same old one
cause pain of you beats thru it
all I want to do is just not exist

my fear being that I will keep on
going day to night feeling worthless
wishing my heart would stop beating

in the deepness of my soul fearing it won't
when the night falls your memory will return
that's where the reminder of you lingers

I walk thru darkness of my mind
trying to occupy my soul not to feel
afraid to close my eyes cause there you will be

fear of seeing you in my dreams
kissing your sweet lips wildly
sleeping with your arms wrapped around me

waking up wet with illusions of us
as always just wishes never coming true
like today, tomorrow the fear of loneliness will be real

Reviews

[Tracey~]

This is a write that is timeless because so many of us have felt this way. And you and I just talk about this, this morning. How strange... That last line is killer... "Tomorrow the fear of loneliness will be real"... sigh. Picking up the pieces and trying to become whole again..xoxo

[Purpleflower]

Hey Tracey.......it is strange......I was looking for another ink and found this one......heard our conversation all over again........yes becoming whole again is a struggle.......thank you my precious friend.......purple luv & hugs xo :)