I Hate

I hate the things you've done to me

and that I've done to you.

I hate the lies 

we've both told repeatedly.

I hate how much

we've hurt each other.

And how much

we've worn each other down.

I hate that there is

no trust between us too.

And that we can't believe

anything said now.

I hate that we

question everything.

I hate the emtional roller coaster ride

that we can't get off of.

I hate the distance

that's between us.

And how we cut 

each other off.

I hate that we

shut each other out.

And the hollow feeling

that's left behind.

I hate the frustration

and the fear.

I hate the panic

and that you are not here.

I hate the unanswered questions

and that you just don't know.

I hate that I can't touch you

and that you're not here to touch me.

But the thing I hate the most

is that you make me

want things I can't have

right now and maybe 

ever again.

Reviews

[Danielle]

Beautiful sentimental poem.