Wish I Could Go

I don’t know what I’m doing here
Standing in front of this mirror
All I see is somebody sad
Tired of being a little bit mad
Feeling a little upset
About all I didn’t get
No prince charming
All the things he’s done are harming

Grab another bottle of alcohol
And throw it against the wall
Cry a thousand tears
And relive the wasted years
Relive the lies and the pain
And the life down the drain
Wonder what to do now
Can’t seem to figure out how
To get things back to good
Wishing that I understood
Why he turned away from me
I guess there’s something I can’t see
Reflected in his eyes
That would explain all the whys
I fall to my knees
And pray for the ease
To make it through another day
Without hearing all the things you say
Wishing I could yell
And get out of this living hell
Wish I could leave it all behind
And an honest love find.
 

Reviews

[Annelise]

"Wishing that I understood
Why he turned away from me
I guess there�s something I can�t see
Reflected in his eyes
That would explain all the whys"

Beautiful, especialy this particular stanzza. It speaks to me on so many levels. You can feel this persons need to get out with her pride and sanity, but also her pull toward this man. Asks the question, when in love, when is enough enough?