never again

Alot can change in a few months

Being the innocent girl I once was

Now look at me

If only you knew what i've done

Your eyes view me as innocent with an edge

Its much more than that

He views me

I don't know what he thinks of me

Aggrivated by not knowing

Hopefully no images of fantasy run threw his mind

I dont want it to be the same as mine

I view him 

in a certain light

He seems almost as innocent as I

No

we are both hiding under the shadows or cloaks we hold over ourselfs

Making it impossible to see what we did

the mistakes we made

we hide from the world

I dont look anymore

Does he?

It's killing me

Hatred fills me when i think of the mistakes

Wondering why i ever let him manipulate me

How could i ever be so stupid

Falling into the trap

like a mouse wanting the cheese

for me it was making him happy

He said he did everything

Risked everything

for me

to make me happy

for 5 months you changed 

everything

about me

I dont know who i am anymore

But i know who i dont want to be

that girl that was with you

was just a lie

a twisted lie that was formed from what you wanted from me

never again

i promise me