I can never know.

Today I couldn't stop wondering about what would have happened had I just walked away at nice to meet you. 

Had I gone and not pursued you, would I be able to hold my head up and face god and everyone?  Had the affair never happened would I still feel like I was at fault for every thing going wrong in the wold? 

I don't believe so, but I can never know.

 

If I had just let up, would we still be friends? 

Would we be chatty on the phone if our crazy situation had never began? 

Would I go to you with all my inner most secrets and desires and hopes for what paths lay down the road? 

I don't believe so, but I can never know.

 

If we had never gone there, would I be your trusted advisor? 

Would it be me you go to for all your advice on how to charm and please a woman? 

Would I give you the inside track on the ways of love and how you can secure your place as prince charming in another woman's heart? 

I don't believe so, but I can never know.

 

Do you wonder about these things and stress about the what if's? 

Does your mind race with questions about how you will react when you see me with another man and I don't act happy to see you? 

Do you think about these sorts of things at all? 

I don't believe so, but I can never know.