I watch the crowd of people around me
as from a distance I see,
Lost in it somewhere,
yet nowhere...
feeling like a part of it,
not sure where will i fit.
Many of them are nice to me
Now I can recognize many faces...
I can find them,
I can find u.
With warm welcome and loving embraces...
trusting everyone
is nothing hard to do.
Some dear, some close
with so many names,
I love to be bound
with their friendly chains.
Keeping aside the thought
that they will ever change...
I ignore the times when I feel
the sweetness somewhat strange...
But something was changing
I couldn’t see,
So delicate the motions be...!!
And now all the fancy has passed,
At last,
Just some of them
the true ones remain...
Others will pretend
the lies, the fake
things I just can’t take
and I’m quite myself again...
So after all I have been through
the gestures and faces people show,
How much they are true
I can never know.
Losing people, losing warmth
the silence and moving apart,
Certainly hurts me a lot every time
So what,
I wipe my tears and clear my sight
they just make it hard to decide
what’s wrong or right.
So when I meet people again
For some moments,
I simply stand and gaze...
All in vain
I smile, I talk,
I listen to them
and walk past them
along my ways...!!!