I am friends with this girl named Alizeah. She is friends with Scottie. We both did things with him. He was cheating on me with her. I found out and it didn't end pretty. I went to his house blew up at him and told him to never speak to me again. Little did I know that that same day he would drive me home...alone. And then we'd go up into my room. It was make-up time. Never again would I think that that same thing would happen 3 more times. Every time I would go back for more. He broke my boundaries and I wanted more of him. He wanted more of me. He was cheating on me with Alizeah. He was kissing her, f*****g her, and doing things to her behind my back. It didn't set in until after the fact that I found out. I threatened Ali and Scottie's new girlfriend last night. I got my best friend to do it for me. I wished I never made her do that because now he wont ever speak to me again. i really did love him besides the fact that I loved him. I gave him all of me. I even did things I don't want my mother to know or she'll kick me out. I don't know what to do anymore. I hurt him and I hurt Alizeah. I wish I could take it all back. All the way back to 6th grade. That first kiss. That first vacation to Kalahari with Scottie. It all needs to be taken away from me. But once I think about it, I wouldn't be where I want to be if it wasn't for Scottie. I would be a lot further in life without him.
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