Will God find you and me still standing when the battle is over?A Story by Precious ProdigalSeptember 18, 2013: Will God find you and me still standing when the battle is over? Please “Share” this link to a new Precious Prodigal Blog Post http://wp.me/p1D8dQ-cJWill God find you and me still standing when
the battle is over?
Ephesians 6:13 “Wherefore take unto you the whole
armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having
done all, to stand.” As a young mother
with six kids, all less than 12 years old, I remember sometimes saying, “Those
kids are going to be the death of me!” While that was an exaggeration, they
could certainly create enough mischief among themselves to keep me busy. Even
on the less hectic days, I was really tired by the time dinner was over. On the
crazier days, I remember sometimes wondering if I had the strength and energy to
stand up and walk down the hall and go to bed. That kind of tired is
one thing. However, the kind of exhaustion we know when we love a prodigal is
something else again. It goes beyond tired, it goes beyond weary, and it goes
beyond exhaustion. You’ve probably had days when you didn’t think you could
keep standing for one more minute, much less for some time in a future you are
beginning to believe won’t come at all. That’s the kind of
“evil day” the Scripture is talking about…the kind that requires the whole
armor of God. Why do we need it? So that when we are weary to the point of
exhaustion from the things we’ve already faced, and when we have done all we
could do, we’ll still be trying. We’ll still be praying. We’ll still be hoping.
Having done all, we’ll still be standing. Life is hard even
under the best of circumstances, and everyone has burdens that they carry…some
of which would blow our minds if we knew. But I’m pretty sure there aren’t many
burdens that are heavier than loving a prodigal. That can be an all-consuming
burden. It chips away at your love, your trust, and your opinion of your
prodigal and yourself. It demands your energy during the day and robs you of
your sleep at night. It destroys your self-esteem, making you question yourself
and even sometimes making you question God. Make no mistake about
it…we are in a war, and the enemy is stronger than we are. We’re fighting for
our kids, for ourselves, and for our hope. Loving my prodigals hasn’t been an
easy journey, and it’s not over yet. And I don’t know how all of this is going
to turn out. Neither do you. But however difficult the path has been or will be
and no matter the final outcome, I want to be found faithful. How could I not
want that? How could you not? My goodness…it isn’t God who has disappointed us
and broken our hearts. It’s the prodigal. The God who sent His Son to die for
my sins and yours has been faithful in every way. So when the dust has settled
and the story is finished and I have “withstood in the evil day,” I want to still
be standing. I can’t do that without putting on the whole armor of God. And
neither can you. © 2013 Precious ProdigalAuthor's Note
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