A true story of my car wreck

I smile not to cry

If not afraid, why do they say I’m scare when death already tried?

Looking back over my life, when I haven’t left my body to search gravity without flight

Playing a chess game with my past, when all the movie time is making

I `m loosing to this day, that don’t have to, have a tomorrow to say, I done through my life away

Fighting poverty with love I carried for my son

How much love, do I have to share, for every tear I cried? With this little girl that is not mind

Running when I didn`t know who I was, when I was born to be the greatest  

Never understood

 Why my path was table fill with scraps

That left me homeless to be alone

Cold from the threats of death, I was thrown 50 feet out the back window

Lying in a corn field at age of 21, seeing all things I wouldn’t do with my son, I miss the dream where his sister would call me father

Because the pain was more then to much,I didn`t susppoose to live that ninght

Did I won`t to live, at the time, I didn’t understand why I was hear

Did I choose to live, no it was God will

Holding the desire of my son love with question at the age now, I`m 42

When God said his sister was mine, like Jesus

This is something sex couldn’t do

His will for me, to live

Was for them to have my cries, and since his sister wasn’t mine, but she is my little girl

Heaven 11 and prince 19

Looking back with your eyes you see death is still trying

At  a age you don’t understand and heaven you was born yet

I wrote to this car wreck and say I forgive you

When everything is in God hand

 Mama I say thank you, and for your mother Prince, I thank her to for being there with their prayers