Theses Dark thought`s

Written SEPTEMBER 13 2010

Living for a kill, which was death

For my sin to be forgiving, which need life

To have me stand in a body that was beautiful made

When the Soul and the Spirit was in agreement

I was call

Chosen to cry tears , I will never understand the pureness of its fall

From what I will and not do

These thoughts ,that are at war to live

Like time, sometime I don`t wont to live

Just for this moment

 Why, do I feel dead?

To understand my wish with hope is not Faith

When wating is forever

How long is wondering ,when I stubble to find myself unconsciours

There a pain your hurt cant pray for

Just find this empty space in me

Where death is darken to know, death done already tried

If you could see these thoughts, but I’m still hear
To scare to kill myself but not to scare to think it
When you’re not doing what God call you to do, death stay on your mind!