A Dairy of love letter

These transcript feelings
A chapter to bankrupt  this song my pain sing not to write
Struggling rapidly to politic our love not to hold this felony
I`m pregnant to hold what this situation is showing me to let go , our relationship
Screaming at my feelings when they are hurting to rumor back
When looking in your eyes to be quite
I saw a vision blind  to preface a preference your tears fell to shower our
Rain that now  dip in blood
How can I run away when your shoes are my feet
Holding the most important thing in my hand , your spirit
Leaving the heart to apologize , what else can I tell your  feeling  
When it is not making up I`m looking for to rest
 It`s just life fill with sacrifice to give love a threat
when winter is to cold I pull back the hurt that held me wet