What I feel

Why is this happening?

I don't know,

but the problem is

I'm not feeling anything right now.

It seems as if I've lost the fire,

which used to burn inside my heart;

And the crazy me,full of madness,

has somewhere gone apart.

I miss myself desperately...

Have the harsh winds of life

made my soul cold.

It seems like I am standing

at the middle of the road

without knowing my destination.

The world seems fake and artificial

Its achievements don't connect to my imagination.

The rules and moral principles of world-

which don't apply to the ACHIEVERS-

are suffocating my soul.

I want to feel again the intense pain,

the obsession,the hopes.

I can"t let the reality win over my imagination.

The world can't defeat my spirit.....