A Part of Me

What more can I say
That I have not already penned
I know there is more in me
How willing am I to share

These things remain a secret
I'm sure they should not be told
I'm just seeking understanding
That's why I share my words

I'd like to tell the story
But that's a breaking of a trust
So I hold you deep inside
And I bite my tongue

I just want someone to help me
To decipher all that was
Perhaps I will find healing
And this will help, so I'll move on

I can longer make sense of everything
Only words remain in my mind
That's all that I have left
And in time, those too will fade

I'm missing something special
A part of me just gone
How much longer must I feel like this
Make it go away