Wanting

Have I truly been abandoned
Will there be no one to care
Is there someone out there for me
With my life, that I can share

Am I destined to be lonely
While away in solitude
Lose my mind, my will to live
Reflect regret as my true mood

I want to find a purpose
I don't want to be alone
To have my heart warmed, brought to the surface
To have a place that I call home

No more do I wish to be here
If this is to be my life from now on
Please take it back, I want existence
I want meaning or I'm gone