Astray

Am I truly being led somewhere
Or is this all in my head
Forever shall I ponder this
Until the day that I am dead

So many things connecting
To what, I do not know
Is its all me and merely nothing
Is there nowhere that this will go

Am I just piecing things together
Have I led myself astray
Am I finding them on purpose
Just to make it through the day

I want a real existence
Not a prison, but to be free
Am I tying things together
Or are they all finding me