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I keep looking for the words
To express just how I feel
Lost sometimes, the blankness
Clouding up mind

Count I do, the ticking
Of a clock that does not run
Madness, are you seeping in
Have I lost all control

Simple is the answer
Of the question I push toward
Shake off these chains that weight me
Lest I sink and drown

Forgotten are the miseries
That bind unto my soul
Agast, but yet awestruken
I will bring them back to me

I can't give up of a part
That keeps my burning fire
Or gone am I, from this plain
Never to have lived