Ponder Heaven

What exactly is this heaven 
Is there a private one for me 
That holds someone that I love 
Even if they don't love me 

Or is there one for the both of us 
Who, at one time did engage 
But never got together 
For one, or both, had been afraid 

Would that mean we were meant for each other 
I'm not sure, that's why I ask 
Yet we were at different stages in our life 
So one, or both, hid behind a mask 

Emotions were overwhelming 
Someone was afraid 
Perhaps they were with another at the time 
So to rest, their heart they laid 

Answers revealed, out in the open 
Revelation that we find? 
Or will none of us remember? 
As wiped clean will be our mind?  

But which love will we be with 
Of these things I am not sure 
Will it be that of our true love 
Whom we were always destined for? 

Yet somehow we both missed out 
And this will be our chance 
To be as one, heart and soul 
And share together our romance 

We shall step into the unknown 
The promise of eternal bliss 
What is Heaven, really?  
I've always wondered this