Just Human

I look around to try and find you 
Because I swore that you found me 
How can I be expected to keep my faith 
When I feel you have no faith in me 

I'm hurting, I feel broken 
As if I'm without a soul 
I ask you to lead me, show me purpose 
So once again I may feel whole 

Lean not to my own understanding 
Trust in you with all my heart 
You shall lay a path before me 
Based upon your plan, upon your art 

I'm asking for your guidance 
For you to bless me, if you can 
I'm not you, I'm not perfect 
I am merely just human 

Are you there and are you listening 
Or am I talking to myself 
I hate not knowing, this is my life 
And you have made me overwhelmed 

I'm told that if I pray to you 
You will answer me in your own time 
So I do it, follow blindly 
With no reason or no rhyme 

Yes. No. Wait. are not sufficient 
That's just like if you did not exist 
Come to me, gain MY acceptance 
Look at this world, I'm done with this 

No more shall I fall victim 
To manipulations control 
I want you, to step in and do YOUR JOB 
Or just please leave us alone 

Awakenings are meaningless 
When the answers do not show 
If no resolve, why give them to us 
I think it's time for you to go