i dont even know anymore

A Poem by Polysterene

just a place for me to dump thoughts.

When there is no one to talk to or no place to go the anguish starts to sink internally and I'm sinking so
Grab onto my hand and hold me tight I don't want to go through another night of anguish discourage and despair the agony is becoming too much to bare
Each accomplishment you have and goal you set is just another bar on the windows of my achievements
Purple ribbon participation we call you the participant because you followed suit. You did just what we wanted you and just like we told you to. I'm done no more. F**k this game f**k this life. I'm astroprojecting thrre times faster than living with this strife.
Living isn't really living If you are scared to do
To see to be to feel to know
Scared to be something that will blossom and grow.
Not sure how to start over crippled seeds have been sewn
A little line of maids a merry in a row.
My life declining the love inside is indecisive. the world outside knows not where my life is. Life isn't in working order. Call for repairs. Who to call. No one f*****g cares.