Four confessions and a love note

I

Sometimes in the long nights I lay awake in the dark

I still feel your teeth run down my neck

and I can't help but feel disgusted.

II

When you hold my hand

and say "I love you"

you're lying.

III

I hope you remember my name

when writing your suicide note.

IV

At night I am haunted by beasts

they sound like you when they scream

"Why, oh why did you run away?

I am so

hungry."

V

Sometimes in the long nights I lay awake in the dark

I still feel your teeth run down my neck

and I can't help but feel loved.

Author's Note

I am unsure about the third line of the second "confession". The original was "I hope you're lying" but I felt it clashed with the first line of the third confession.