Control

...but it's not just you.

taptaptap
'was I bouncing
my leg?
I'm sorry.
didn't notice.'
bright colored
cocktails
measuring
funny words
we can't
pronounce
in spinning
figures
of milligrams.
'li-lip-lipozene?
anti-depressants
are supposed to
make you happy,
right?
gotta be an
upper.
wait... what
was I saying?
oh right.
control.
everyone worries,
cuz they don't
do it.
they don't understand.
I'm in control.
taptaptap
'my leg again?
oh, my hands, too?
my bad.
but like I said,
I'm in control.'