Where did you go...?

I stare at my blank email inbox.

          Nothing.

Where did you go...?

I wish I could talk to you...

I glance at my instant messanger buddy list.

Nothing there, either.

A wave of lonlieness washes over me.

Why am I so disappointed...?

I shake my head.

No use denying it.

I LIKE TALKING TO HIM.

BEING WITH HIM.

SEEING HIS FACE.

HEARING HIS VOICE.

It's familiar, makes me laugh.

I put my cell phone down.

No use in texting him.

He never texts me back anymore.

Why did your everyday emails disappear...?

I talk to my friend, but she completely changes the subject everytime I ask.

Why won't you tell me?

I'm one of his best friends!

Am I...?

I email him once more, trying to make him laugh, make him respond...

I sink deeper into my thoughts and lay my head down.

I want to hear you laugh,

I want to see you smile with me.

I want you to annoy me.

My logic collides with my feelings

and I can't get out of my confusion.

Where did you go...?