heart breaker

heart beats rapidly
bricks fall onto my chest
I can't breathe
no one can save me
my chest does heave
I'm the only one that can see
pain everywhere
no one would dare
how?
I am nobody
and that is how I want it
I want to cry and scream
a light was lit
I want people to not see the real me
I know that they would be frightened
what will I be?
nobody fear me. . .