Schizo.Parker

--- Writing with my heart on my sleeves
realizing that I'm all alone in this
I'm all by myself in these
dark clouds... It's raining
I'm truly drowning, Lord
help me! Please Where is
the Sunshine in my forecast?

Where do I go from here? How far
would I have to grab for success?
Life, what is it? How long will I
Last? Let me know, speak to me
in the deepest voice you
can find and speak Clearly!

Right now, I need your blessings... I need
the sin's I committed to be over ruled
I can't deal with my life been in Hell....
Hell I can't deal with my life being
BARE. I'm Losing it, I'm losing...

{ Heart Beat, Pondering ...}" Don't Go"
I'm cutting, i'm bleeding.. the sweet
taste of your blood.. the sign of
relief... Aaaah! I write to
show my pain, I want them
to know whats goes on in
my head, I want them to know
that I'm schizo that I can't change..
Realizing that my Life is all a Lie!

{ Help, Help, Help... Say Something... Oh God!}
As I'm laying there soak in nothing
but my sin's and Blood, veins and
vessels point out my arms.. realizing that
I'm better Dead Than Alive! With
My eyes wide open, grin upon my
face.... Realizing I'm as close to you
as I'm ever going get LORD!!!

{Funeral arrangements}
-- closed casket, realizing that
I do not want to see
the face of fault mourners.. Let
me rest without the Tears, The
Shouting, and the stomping!
Get to the point so I
can get to where I need
to Go; so I can see My
Father {The lord}
still I remain with the
soul of my Flesh of flesh
and My blood of blood!

 

Written By: Poetry.Jones

Reviews

[Laoidhigh Uilleag]

Wow. That was powerful, and i liked the funeral the most because it ends well on him wanting to finish the grieving of those who ddidnt pay any attention.... More More! :)