On The Ouytside looking in

On the Outside looking in
Here I am again
looking in
why am I not inside with those
always on the outside Looking in
I try to do
all that was right
did all you said Lord
so why am I standing on the outside
once again looking in
I show love and understanding
and said what you said to say
Forgave those who didn't know
so why am I on the outside again
looking in at all of the things
their joys being expressed
songs being sung
Children laughing
Sadness turning to joy
Why am I still on the outside
looking in Lord
I hear so quietly Lynn
My dear child they
force me on the outside too
I love them
forgave them
heal them
took their sins away
still they push me on the outside
only to stand here like you looking in
But Now we are standing together
Looking in and seeing
how they had push us away
with words , gossip and lies
destroying all we did with unbelief
Of who we are or what God can do
Now MY child you stand with me
experiencing another aspect of my heart
as You trudge through all the pain
You begin to realize the Love they lost
the hurt they feel
the mistrust of not letting me in
See they did not push you away
but push the image of me away
Yes it may hurt not to be included
in all their lives contained
still feel the love inside for them
Praying for them to open up
But My dear child
all is not lost remember
I die on the cross for them
You stand outside with me
that I am always the first in your life
you are more blessed than them
as You learn no matter what
I am the comforter
the King, lover of Souls
The redeemer , Creator
I am the one You want to be
standing inside with
am right beside you
Never forget no matter who turns you away
I will always be standing beside you
Loving you, accepting you, Caring for you
Keeping you inside my embrace Forever
Those who turn you away for doing
what I am teaching you
pray for them
they have Kept me from their hearts
Pushing me away with each person
I send to them to melt
those icicles in their hearts
Now no more fretting
Cause you have the King with You

standing on the outside looking in
at those who may never catch the rays of My Glory
or experience the essence of The Holy Spirit
as he fills the emptiness inside the heart of a believer
I am here right beside you
inside the circle
Of my love
Lynn Higgs 12/21/2009