Where are you God?

Where Are You God

Having problems with my connection today

As I reviewed my past

Mistakes made against me

Mistakes I made for me

Life twirling out of control

I shout where are You?

I need you so many times.

I see all the things others have done

The pain of their actions

How I stood crying

While their pain soak me in the rain of their tears

I cry out  Where are you God

Where were you when I sought your guidance?

Where were you when they hit me?

Or they made fun of me for loving you

Now Now Now I seek to know

Because I always believed you to be

standing there with me

They keep telling me

Those who say they know how I can be healed of

all the yesterdays that were wrong

That I need to take you back to those times

Were you not there with me?

If I am wrong then please tell me

Where are you Now God/ Are you beside me?

Walking with me through all the fires Of hell

while giving me  the fire

that is something even stronger

Than the flames of the pain they perpetrate against me

Have no effect

Showing me how to have strength

While loving them despite their actions.

Are you beside me?

Because they keep telling me to take you back to those things.

Yet I always believe you were with me

So if you were not where are you? Where are you now?

I think they are wrong

I think you were with me

As I seek to find you more

So I can become more like you

Lovi8ng you deeper

Absorbing you more fuller .

getting lost in the middle of you

So if you were not there? And you are not here in this moment

Than where are you Lord?

I know they are wrong

you have always been here beside me

waiting for me to take you in even more

So I won’t ask you where you are?

It is only my own illusion that

Keeps me from feeling the connections with you

My faith tells me You are here where you alwaysd have been

Beside me

Walking through all the chaos

Helping me to find more of you

As I endure the things this world  throws  at me

Reviews

[SquinklaPsyOps]

Interesting, maybe he is busy raising the sun everyday to guarantee that there will always be light for the living.

[Mike Wolfe]

Wow...this has really good content. Great emotion and great message.